I am proud to say that for the last 6 months of the year 2009, I have kept my promise not to be in any kind of relationship.
The time to redeem my self from the wreckage had to end.
I have to end it.
Though it would be hypocrite for me to say that I am totally over.
But at least I tried to find my self even thru pain.
It would still need more time to completely heal the scars... I dont even know if it would be healed. Nevertheless, I know I have done something right for my self.
At this point, all I can do is just pray. Pray that I won't commit the same mistakes again. Pray that I wouldn't stumble at every rock that I trip on. Pray that I wont falter on every test of faith from Him.
And I pray that this year, will be my year!
