Thursday, August 31, 2006

T O R N

hmmm....had a very good sleep today, well i guess. a decent sleep for me is getting 5-6 straight of sleep hehehe. anyway, yes im torn. why? hmmm.... i dont know if im actually exaggerating e. the only thing i know as of this moment is that i cant think appropriately. a guy is out there, saying he likes me.... but then we havent met personally and i dont know if there would be a spark once we see each other.another thing is he doesnt know about the skeleton in my closet. i guess im still afraid to face the reality that he might turn his back on me :'(
and there's this another guy, who has been consisted enough to talk to me everyday until late at night and who knows everything about me... the sad thing is that i dont like him as much as the other guy. so do u think im still exaggerating?

Thursday, August 10, 2006

My birthday wish

Birthday comes only once in a year and every time that it arrives we are always thinking how we could actually make that day extra special. Sometimes gifts can bring out joy and also express thoughtfulness. However, sometimes these are not enough to make the day.
At my age, gifts are not enough to make me feel contented. I am more on the intangible aspect of life, which is very rare for us to keep nowadays. I guess all matured people do understand that we are no longer concerned with what we see but we focus on what we feel. I believe is what I want this time.
I have continously searched for that someone who will make my life more meaningful, and who would love me and accept me wholeheartedly. I dont know if I have found him already, but I do fervently hope that the guy I am dealing with right now, would actually be that someone I have longed for all my life. It may be a little early for me to say this, but I guess Im all ready to take the risk of being inlove... and this is what i ask more than anything else on this day... that i may be able to live my life with him, forever....

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Confessions, Pt. 3

i just checked on some blogs here and this caught my attention.... i guess it will do me no harm if i share this anyway...
Confessions, Pt. 3