Sunday, February 06, 2005

just like that....

People come and go .... Some people stay and give meaning to our lives. Some just dropped by but leave an immeasurable scar on our hearts. When we meet people we would hope they could stay longer or permanently on our lives. We would do everything to please that someone. We tend to forget our priorities, our responsilibilities for that person... "Why not? He's my happiness..." This is what we often reply for all these foolishness... And time would fly..... still focused on loving him, pleasing him and doing everything for him. Not realizing you have already forgotten who you are... the person that you ought to be... You have made HIM your world that it already revolves in him. You have forgotten the real world that you are in and the people who live with you. And most importantly, you have forgotten to love yourself....

The world suddenly turns to gray and the ship has sailed... he changed. You thought he wouldnt but he did! You still try to win him over... trying everything to prove that you love him more than you life.But reality bites, he has to go... "what more is there in this life without him in my life?" Damn life! Put to waste!! And I' m wasted!!!

The sad part after this very excruciating experience is where to start... After leaving evrything and putting things aside. You have no one, all of them are gone. Who can u turn to? Being the victim you try to seek revenge. Not knowing that it will not do anything good for you. And will only add insult to injury....

Hard times... Painful times....Hope they will not come any more...and leave me just like that!.



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