My Special Thanks

Hi guys,

This email/lettter has been long overdue and I apologize for the long wait (parang call lang oh...) So much has been going on recently that has caused me to stagnate, however I'm slowly reverting from the growing and cultured me. I know you have expected a lot from me and I know somehow I have disappointed some of you.

First of all (di ko na gagamitin ang first and foremost kase sabi ni TL redundant daw sya!), I would like to thank you guys for the sincere and wholehearted support you've thrown at me during the Wachovia Idol contest. You know very well, that I wouldn't be in that contest that long if not for your contributions and your votes. Special mention to KG, who voluntarily lent me her night gowns which somehow gave me a goodluck on the first night. I remember I was one of the top performers during that time. I also learned that you have continuously bought my tickets and I really thank you soooo much for spending that much. I would like to thank Lance, for the heartwarming email you have sent to everyone to persuade everyone to vote for me. You know how moved I was when I read that email. I hope you felt my gratitiude when I hugged you upon reading that email. I was even moved to tears knowing that you were also concerned as I was. Special thanks to Eds, Raine, Bess, Ness, Raech and Ja, for being part of the crowd during those weeks. Just knowing that a friend was there to support me was enough to boost my confidence and prove that I can be good if not the best. I would also like to commend Hazel and Sherrie for their untiring effort to sell my tickets. This was not part of your job description but being the supportive friends that you are, you have taken some time to extend your help and keep me in the game. Lastly, thanks to TL James for being a part of that show. That despite the "kagagahan" that I did, you didn't leave me in the lurch. You have proven me how professional you are and I thank you for being so patient with me.

I know I disappointed you at one point. I know how freaking worried you were when I didnt show up and was nowhere to be found. That was so inconsiderate of me, I know. I had never thought it would cause you a lot of trouble. And I'm really sorry. I know I am wrong. Somehow, that incident made me feel that the respect that I have worked hard for has created a huge hole that would take some time to become whole again. Though I appreciate that you have understood me. Thanks for accepting my flaws and the human side of me.

This is not the end of the game. I know I have a lot to prove and a lot to show. And I wont give up... Will rock on!!!