can u ever recover a lost trust? i've been thinking for the answer to this question since i had been having relatinship. one after the other, i've been dealing with this issue and it seems that the more that i try to delve on this matter, the more im freaking out. its just doleful that even if i have loved a guy so fully i cannot give him my 100% trust. there's just a simple hunch inside my heart that this guy im going out with is not taking me seriously and in just a flick of my finger i know that i will lose him.pitty me.. i see nothing good with any guys i go out with , but i struggle to pursue with a relationship with them!!! stupid!!! im taking a chance on every relationship that i have but i dont seem to end up with someone who can take me as i am. much effort and feelings has already been invested but they seem not to care at all... they dont see the little things you do to make things work out for both of you. they dont see that even if you know that there's something missing in your relationship you are still trying to make up for those shortcomings.that even if you feel that you are not treated specially you still try to remove those thoughts and deal with the pains and the hurts on your own.
there are times that when you are already trying to look for facts,asking him questions that would really verify on what status you are in,that you know his answers would actually reveal how he wanted you and need you in his life,that if you want to ask him straightforwadly about his true feelings for you, you are being disheartened by the fact that he will the tell the answers you really dont want to hear...
so ny this time, what would you do if you are in my shoes?
help me pls...
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