Monday, September 28, 2009

Make Believe

Consciously or not, we may have been into a situation where in we assume more than what reality offers. We may have done it for some reasons; make ourselves happy, content or just merely helping ourselves out with anything that goes along. We may have done it intentionally or unintentionally and at times, it ends up chaotic because assumptions and premeditated conclusions has never been a healthy factor in making any relationship work.

Make believes are just mere assumptions. It is where one of the two has taken the relationship more seriously than the other. Or it may have been where a person thinks that they have this special attention or relationship. Moreover, one of the people involved in this thing may have just been a victim of this serious deceit.

Let me share some make believe stories that I have heard from friends:

Situation 1:
Have been an active poster in one of the forums based here in the phils. I met Ms. Witty who has been very accommodating and friendly. She introduced me to Mr. Traveler, a Filipino who is based somewhere in Asia. The two became my friends. Ms. Witty has shared a lot of things to me. I became her confidante which I am very flattered about. Not long after a few exchange of conversations, she mentioned that she had a huge crush on Mr. Traveler. This I could not deny because he is really full of life. Next thing I know was that she has been doing all the necessary attempts to get close to him. From exchange of SMS, international calls, gifts, and even visiting the country where Mr. Traveler is!!! Isn’t that such a great effort?!!! Now why would u think the girl would be exerting such an effort? It’s simply because she was under the impression that they have a mutual understanding or a special relationship. Being a friend to both, I am happy with the fact they might have really liked each other. But the day came when I had the chance to talk to Mr. Traveler and being the nosey person that I was, I tried to get some confirmation regarding the status of their relationship. That was when he got surprised that Ms. Witty has been maliciously spreading the news that they are a “thing”. As a woman, I tried not to believe it at first because I would like to believe that Ms. Witty has all the necessary evidence to prove what she had been claiming. However, conversation with Mr. Traveler has been a straight NO. Confused as I was, I didn’t try to debate on what was going on with them or not but this is really a MAKE BELIEVE. Apparently, on the girl’s part.

Situation 2:
A friend of mine is the no. 2. They guy is still living with his wife and superficially doing well as a married couple. The relationship with no.2 has been a secret for more than 2 years and they seemed to be so happy with their status. The girl was even boasting that they guy would be readily leaving the wife once the relationship has been revealed. This promise might have been the only reason why no.2 stocked to the relationship. The guy has even been claiming that she had more time with no.2 rather than with the wife. This might have given no.2 the assurance that she is the one that the guy really needs in his life. But like any other dark secrets, it was revealed on the time that no one had expected. As soon as the wife learned about the infidelity, the two has been out of contact. No.2 was bombarded with all the words that an angry wife could give. And without any word of goodbye or any thing that will suffice the hurtful words that she had received from the wife, the guy took off. Sadly, no words of comfort nor assurance of what the future would hold for them had been heard from the guy. So indifferent. And this I would say is another MAKE BELIEVE. Again, on the girl’s part.

Situation 3:
True as it seems, there are relationships that would really have to end. Whether it’s because of lost of love, recurring misunderstandings or complete lost of trust. But how would you believe that it was love after all when the relationship ended in just a flick of a finger. It may be hard to comprehend that it was indeed love that made these two people fall for each other and become the reason for them to be together for quite some time.

I would say that there had been some manifestations that they were in love but would you believe it was love when the other didn’t try hard enough to fight for the relationship?

I have seen a few friends with whom, despite the shortcomings from either of them or both; that despite some issues with trust and even some hurdles on the relationship, both has tried their best to save the love…BECAUSE THERE IS LOVE.

Now the prominent question is raised, do you think there was love when the other didn’t attempt to save the relationship? That despite of the effort to save the relationship by the other partner, it was futile and had not proven anything.

This may seem to be another MAKE BELIEVE…. Make believe that it was love. Make believe that they had been a couple. And make believe that he really has good intentions for you.

Make believes are very treacherous. And would cause not only an emotional trauma but also psychological trauma to the people involved. In this case, the victim would be on the verge of losing his or her self confidence and question the reality if he or she is still a good piece or a good piece of junk. Most importantly, if that person would be able to redeem his or her self after the hurtful experience.

Making someone believe of what is not is complete deceit. Hopefully, none of you has experienced any of this.

To end this, let me share a line from the movie Hancock , “Fate doesn’t decide on everything. People get to choose”.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Second Time...

Yup... This is the second time...

Second time that I lost my celphone....

Back in April you might have seen my post about how I was able to retrieve my phone.

And here you go, 5 months after. And yet, I was (again) able to retrieve it.

How it happened?

My son and I were on our way to his school to get his card. I gave him the new phone because I was using the old phone since there was a little prob with the new phone so I had to use the old one. On our way home he didn't realize that he didn't have the phone anymore. So there....

My mom and I didn't just let it go. Though I was already half hearted that the driver would be admitting that he had seen the phone. We had to go out and checked all the tricycle terminals and asked about it. Even if it meant lack of sleep since I have work that night. What's in it for the driver? A reward... another thousand out of my pocket!!!

Our effort was not futile though. Later that afternoon, one of the drivers that we had spoken to earlier paid us a visit and handed over the phone. Which was really a surprise! Who would have thought that he would rather have the reward when the phone's price is more than that?

This has made me realize not all people are really into the money. That somehow some people still have the conscience and a good heart.

Thankful that I am, I am humbled by these people.

Hopeful that more people would be having the same heart.

May God always bless these people....

Mom's Rotary Induction

It has just been barely six months when my mom rejoined the Rotary Club (Mixed). Her first membership was with BiƱan, Laguna where it was part of the job that was given to her when she was still a college instructor in Trimex Computer School back in the late 90's.

Since her heart is into community service, rejoining the club was not part of any job requirements. This time, it was her motive and passion that moved her to rejoin despite the different responsibilities she has to attend to at home and her business. This however didn't stop her.

People from their organization might have seen this passion and so have elected her to be the next president for 2009-2010.

Held on September 14, 2009, Edsa Pavillion San Pedro Laguna. Attended by aprroximately 50 Rotarians and Rotaracts who bore as witnesses to my mom's big VIOLET day!





The new and outgoing president of San Pedro East


L to R: Norivic Solidum, my mom, Chit Lijauco, and the outgoing president


With the entire family and the Rotary Club Officers


The Ladies


Oathtaking of new set of officers


The entire family before the party

This would mean a lot of responsibilities, hurdles and dilemma not only for my mom but to entire family. Regardless, we will be supporting my mom whatever the cause may be. This is not only for her but for all the people who would be needing Rotary's help. Besides, the group is based on community service. Wish you the best mom!!!

Friday, September 18, 2009

My Slumbook

Old School huh?

Namiss ko lang yata mag fill out ng ganitong questionnaire. Kapag nakatapos ka na kase ng pagaaral, kundi bio date, resume, assessment, observation, survey, appraisal at kung ano ano pang work-related na issue na ang pinagsasagutan mo. So for a change, magbablast in the past ako at magpapaka corny muna.


Name:Andrea (I really don't prefer people calling me by this name)

Nick: Drey

Birthday: Aug 10 (don't mind the year)

Birthplace: Manila

Occupation: BPO Industry

Fave Past time: FB, Blogging, Forums and a little chatting

Fave Books: Paulo Coelho

Fave Song(s): If I believe, Fix you, Already gone, One in a million and Meet me Halfway

Fave Sports: Tabletennis, Swimming and Badminton

Fave Color: Violet

Fave Food: Beef Casserole, Chicken or Beef Curry, Pizza and Pasta

What attracts you most? - Wits, eyes and sweetness

What's a big turn off for you? - Conceited, Insensitive and Indifferent

Is love blind? - YES!!!!

Are you currently dating? - No.

If there's one thing that you could change what could be it? - My beliefs and perception in relationships.


Biggest Dream: To finally settle with someone I wont have a hard time adjusting and be able to find a place to call my own. To bear kids who would grow up molded and honed to be better people.

Anything else you would like me to add????

A New Me - Fashionista!!!


Nah... I really didn't mean that I'm a Fashionista. Because technically, I don't go shopping for expensive clothes, bags or shoes. Shopping is not even a habit for me. I'm not like other girls who can't last a week without a having a new apparel. That's just not me. I guess when you're a single mom priorities change as well as your passion to dress up.

Anyway, my being Fashionista here is just about being able to strike a pose. :-) Usually, I just wear a smile whenever there's a chance to be on cam, but thanks to my supportive friends for looping me into a different world of camwhoring...

See these...

Me and Hazel: Getting ready for the photoshoot. Is this metallic blue eyeshadow? Goes well with red shirt huh?

Practice pose. Not bad.

Trying hard not to smile. Whew!



And here are some of the shots taken. Enjoy!

Carwash girls?
White and Wet





Widow

So tell me, do you think I can be a good model?