Thursday, September 15, 2005
perfect
Sometimes is never quite enough
If you're flawless, then you'll win my love
Don't forget to win first place
Don't forget to keep that smile on your face
Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You've got to measure up
And make me prouder
How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet
Be a good girl
You've gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud
I'll live through you
I'll make you what I never was
If you're the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him, compared to her
I'm doing this for your own damn good
You'll make up for what I blew
What's the problem...why are you crying
Be a good boy
Push a little farther now
That wasn't fast enough
To make us happy
We'll love you just the way you are if you're perfect
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
when you have to let go
nothing can be more excruciating than knowing that you no longer have the person that you really love...
after some time of being blinded from the painful reality, i had to open my eyes and accept the truth that you should let him go.Much as it hurts, you know that its not going to work out,or it hasnt worked out from the very start and you were just so stupid not to see the signs. well i guess i've seen the signs but i ignored them;with the hope that things would be better as we go along.I even thought that maybe after some time he would finally realize that i am good for him, that i can be the girl that he can spend most of his life with, if not his entire life.
BUt how much do i have to bear just to have him in my life? after confessing that he was trying to win his ex back;after finding out that he was flirting with other girls two times. on top of that,days without even a single 'hi' or 'goodnight', or weeks i had to bear for not seeing him.
He never loved me, that's the sad truth. He never even TRIED to love me. Even though God knows how much i tried to show him that i love him. And i was too engrossed loving him without expecting anything in return. I was even willing to wait for that 'special' day when he would finally see me as his girl, who had endured a lot of pain just to be with him, and the one who have loved him not only 'because of' but also 'inspite of" of anything. Do you think this love is not enough???
But now its over, i just feel sorry for my self cuz i never had the chance to feel the love that i was longing and i was never given the attention that i deserve. those days were just a waste of emotion... and i could only hope that he never came into my life and broke my silence.
However, i still wanna say sorry. sorry that my love was never enough for you to make you change your mind;that from the start, i know i never made you happy...and sorry for the fact that the only thing i could give you is my sincere love.
The tears may not show in this text, but may you feel the melancholy of the statements i have written.
after some time of being blinded from the painful reality, i had to open my eyes and accept the truth that you should let him go.Much as it hurts, you know that its not going to work out,or it hasnt worked out from the very start and you were just so stupid not to see the signs. well i guess i've seen the signs but i ignored them;with the hope that things would be better as we go along.I even thought that maybe after some time he would finally realize that i am good for him, that i can be the girl that he can spend most of his life with, if not his entire life.
BUt how much do i have to bear just to have him in my life? after confessing that he was trying to win his ex back;after finding out that he was flirting with other girls two times. on top of that,days without even a single 'hi' or 'goodnight', or weeks i had to bear for not seeing him.
He never loved me, that's the sad truth. He never even TRIED to love me. Even though God knows how much i tried to show him that i love him. And i was too engrossed loving him without expecting anything in return. I was even willing to wait for that 'special' day when he would finally see me as his girl, who had endured a lot of pain just to be with him, and the one who have loved him not only 'because of' but also 'inspite of" of anything. Do you think this love is not enough???
But now its over, i just feel sorry for my self cuz i never had the chance to feel the love that i was longing and i was never given the attention that i deserve. those days were just a waste of emotion... and i could only hope that he never came into my life and broke my silence.
However, i still wanna say sorry. sorry that my love was never enough for you to make you change your mind;that from the start, i know i never made you happy...and sorry for the fact that the only thing i could give you is my sincere love.
The tears may not show in this text, but may you feel the melancholy of the statements i have written.
Saturday, September 03, 2005
on letting go
i have been praying
that you wont leave me hanging around
that it would be your voice that will wake me up each morning
that we'll walk together,hand in hand
it has been so long
since i uttered those prayers
and it has troubled both my mind and my heart
but noanswer was found
no answer was sent from above
i have watched a thousand sunsets
i have read a dozen novels
i have searched and searched for an answer
none, nothing
not even a hint was there
you know i need you and i love you
but i must go out in this world
and break this fantasy
so i am walking away
running,crying away from you
tonight my beloved
i am praying
in the same room that i have prayed before
i'll force my self to sleep and drift some sorrow
for tomorrow i am letting you go...
that you wont leave me hanging around
that it would be your voice that will wake me up each morning
that we'll walk together,hand in hand
it has been so long
since i uttered those prayers
and it has troubled both my mind and my heart
but noanswer was found
no answer was sent from above
i have watched a thousand sunsets
i have read a dozen novels
i have searched and searched for an answer
none, nothing
not even a hint was there
you know i need you and i love you
but i must go out in this world
and break this fantasy
so i am walking away
running,crying away from you
tonight my beloved
i am praying
in the same room that i have prayed before
i'll force my self to sleep and drift some sorrow
for tomorrow i am letting you go...
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
words of wisdom for lovers
for those who are single
love is like a butterfly
the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
but if you just let it fly, it will come you
when you least expect it.
love can make you happy
but often it hurts,
but love is only special
when you give it to someone
who is really worth it.
so take your time and choose the best.
for those who are heartbroken
heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go
the challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
but to learn from them.
for those who are still holding on
a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be,
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasnt worth it.
if that person is not worth it now,
its not going to be worth it even after a year or 10 years from now.
love is like a butterfly
the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
but if you just let it fly, it will come you
when you least expect it.
love can make you happy
but often it hurts,
but love is only special
when you give it to someone
who is really worth it.
so take your time and choose the best.
for those who are heartbroken
heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go
the challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
but to learn from them.
for those who are still holding on
a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be,
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasnt worth it.
if that person is not worth it now,
its not going to be worth it even after a year or 10 years from now.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
a simple fight
can u ever recover a lost trust? i've been thinking for the answer to this question since i had been having relatinship. one after the other, i've been dealing with this issue and it seems that the more that i try to delve on this matter, the more im freaking out. its just doleful that even if i have loved a guy so fully i cannot give him my 100% trust. there's just a simple hunch inside my heart that this guy im going out with is not taking me seriously and in just a flick of my finger i know that i will lose him.pitty me.. i see nothing good with any guys i go out with , but i struggle to pursue with a relationship with them!!! stupid!!! im taking a chance on every relationship that i have but i dont seem to end up with someone who can take me as i am. much effort and feelings has already been invested but they seem not to care at all... they dont see the little things you do to make things work out for both of you. they dont see that even if you know that there's something missing in your relationship you are still trying to make up for those shortcomings.that even if you feel that you are not treated specially you still try to remove those thoughts and deal with the pains and the hurts on your own.
there are times that when you are already trying to look for facts,asking him questions that would really verify on what status you are in,that you know his answers would actually reveal how he wanted you and need you in his life,that if you want to ask him straightforwadly about his true feelings for you, you are being disheartened by the fact that he will the tell the answers you really dont want to hear...
so ny this time, what would you do if you are in my shoes?
help me pls...
there are times that when you are already trying to look for facts,asking him questions that would really verify on what status you are in,that you know his answers would actually reveal how he wanted you and need you in his life,that if you want to ask him straightforwadly about his true feelings for you, you are being disheartened by the fact that he will the tell the answers you really dont want to hear...
so ny this time, what would you do if you are in my shoes?
help me pls...
Thursday, July 21, 2005
if love's not there
i recently committed my self to a guy i have barelyn known.it was more like a dare, i think... since he just asked if he could be my boyfriend. and so we pursued with this so-called relationship.i thought we could give it a shot,there's nothing wrong with that,right?the best part with this relationship i have right now is that im not hiding anything from him,unlike before that i cannot tell who i really am.he said he has accepted me and my past.good thing!!!and so life went on...we pretended to be like we have the best relationship on earth.thats how i treated this relationship.and i must admit that i was really happy with him in my life.
later on,i felt that i already like this guy.and one day i was moved to say those three words...only to find out that he doesnt feel the same way!"ayoko sabihin yun na di ko nararamdaman e"I WAS DUMBFOUNDED!!but to add to that, he said that i am really special in his life right now.thats all...
now tell me,how could this one-sided love affair work?it seems that i am the one who's actually courting him and waiting for his love... DUH! i dont wanna wait in vain for your love!!!
well,i think the only thing that i could do for now is to enjoy the "relationship".nothing more nothing less. its better to have him than no one right?
but god!let him feel the same way...
later on,i felt that i already like this guy.and one day i was moved to say those three words...only to find out that he doesnt feel the same way!"ayoko sabihin yun na di ko nararamdaman e"I WAS DUMBFOUNDED!!but to add to that, he said that i am really special in his life right now.thats all...
now tell me,how could this one-sided love affair work?it seems that i am the one who's actually courting him and waiting for his love... DUH! i dont wanna wait in vain for your love!!!
well,i think the only thing that i could do for now is to enjoy the "relationship".nothing more nothing less. its better to have him than no one right?
but god!let him feel the same way...
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
sex and the city
Paki-digest...this is very good.
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1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
2. Stop making excuses for a man and his
behavior.
3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a
man's character, leave him alone.
4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you
from heartache.
5. Stop trying to change yourself for a
relationship that's not meant to be.
6. Don't force an attraction.
7. Slower is better.
8. Never live your life for a man before you find
what makes you truly happy.
9. If a relationship ends because the man
was not treating you as you deserve then heck no
you
can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a
friend.
10. Have faith in God regarding your
relationship, but don't let faith make you stupid.
God does things decent and in order.
11. Don't settle.
12. If you feel like he is stringing you along,
then he probably is.
13. If he keeps changing his mind about the
relationship--take that as a BIG sign that he is
unstable. Do you really want to be with a man
like that?
14. Don't stay because you think "it will get
better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later
for staying when things are not better.
15. Honorable men take care of their
business and aren't involved in a
whole lot of mess.
16. The only person you can control in a
relationship is you.
17. There's only one 'reason' a man dumps
you; he doesn't want you.
18. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children
by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry
them when he got them pregnant, why would he
treat you any differently?
19. You really do have to kiss a few frogs
before finding the prince.
20. Always put yourself and your happiness
first.
21. Always have your own set of friends
separate from his.
22. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats
you. If something bothers you, speak up.
23. If he doesn't call, he just isn't that
interested.
24. Be honest and upfront.
25. Know when to cut the cord, don't be strung
along.
26. Don't fall for the "I'm confused role".
Remove yourself from the situation to let him figure
things out (but don't wait for him, move on).
27. If you want to have a clue as to how he will
treat you, watch how he treats the WOMEN in
his family (not just mom).
28. There's more than physical abuse, there's
emotional and mental abuse. If he causes
any of them...flee.
29. You cannot change a man's behaviors.
Change comes from within.
30. Don't let him place rules on you that he is
not willing to follow himself -- double-standard.
31. Don't EVER make him feel he is more
important than you are...even if he has more
education or in a better job.
32. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is
a man, nothing more nothing less.
33. Demand respect and if he can't give it, he
can't have you!
34. Don't compete with other woman, but be
aware that men are attracted to what they see.
35. If you think he is cheating, he probably is.
Confront him right away and if you feel he's
lying, let him go.
36. Actions speak louder than words.
37. Never let a man define who you are.
38. Never rely on a man for compliments,
look to yourself for that.
39. Never borrow someone else's man.
40. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
41. Just because he says he loves you,
doesn't mean that he won't hurt you and it doesn't
mean that you are meant to be with him.
42. To use painful hard-won wisdom -- 'get it
right' the next time.
43. Know that you deserve to be the number
one person in the life of the #1person in your life.
44. Love is a verb ...
45. Learn to give up your lifelong task of
trying to make someone unavailable-available,
someone ungiving-giving, and someone unloving-
loving.
46. A man will only treat you the way you
ALLOW him to treat you.
47. All men are NOT dogs.
48. You should not be the one doing all the
bending...compromise is a two way street.
49. If you don't love self...you can't love
anyone else.
50. You cannot mend someone else's broken
heart.
51. You need time to heal between
relationships...there is nothing cute about
baggage...deal with your issues before
pursuing a new relationship.
52. You should never look for someone to
COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of
two WHOLE individuals...look for someone
complementary...not supplementary.
53. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out
to be Mr. Right.
54. NEVER give more in a relationship than
you are getting out of it.
55. Never become your man's "therapist".
56. When actions and words conflict, believe
the actions. Respond to the actions.
57. A real healthy relationship requires two
people. One person can end it - but it takes
two to make it work.
58. Don't fall for the "I'm not the loving
type"...when a man loves you there is nothing in
this world
(within reason) that he wouldn't do for you.
59. Make him miss you sometimes...when a
man always know where you are,
and you're always readily available to him he
takes it for granted.
60. Give him his space...let him go out with
his boys, don't pressure him to spend time with
you, You cant force a man to hang out with
you.
61. If you wouldn't allow your daughter to be
with him you shouldn't.
62. Never let a man know everything. He will
use it against you later.
63. Never move into his mother's house.
64. Provide financially for yourself and don't
depend on anyone.
65. Never co-sign for a man.
66. Never believe you have the perfect guy
and he is so innocent.
67. Never spoil your man; let him spoil you.
68. Never let a man mess up your credit.
69. When it's time to let go; let go.
70. Good men should be treated like good
men.
71. Don't play games.
72. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't
give you everything that you need.
73. Keep him in your radar but get to know
others.
74. Compatibility in terms of educational
attainment, values, beliefs, personal and
career goals, and socioeconomic status, are
important.
75. Never date a guy who wears colored
contacts.
----------------------------------------------------------
------------------
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
2. Stop making excuses for a man and his
behavior.
3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a
man's character, leave him alone.
4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you
from heartache.
5. Stop trying to change yourself for a
relationship that's not meant to be.
6. Don't force an attraction.
7. Slower is better.
8. Never live your life for a man before you find
what makes you truly happy.
9. If a relationship ends because the man
was not treating you as you deserve then heck no
you
can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a
friend.
10. Have faith in God regarding your
relationship, but don't let faith make you stupid.
God does things decent and in order.
11. Don't settle.
12. If you feel like he is stringing you along,
then he probably is.
13. If he keeps changing his mind about the
relationship--take that as a BIG sign that he is
unstable. Do you really want to be with a man
like that?
14. Don't stay because you think "it will get
better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later
for staying when things are not better.
15. Honorable men take care of their
business and aren't involved in a
whole lot of mess.
16. The only person you can control in a
relationship is you.
17. There's only one 'reason' a man dumps
you; he doesn't want you.
18. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children
by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry
them when he got them pregnant, why would he
treat you any differently?
19. You really do have to kiss a few frogs
before finding the prince.
20. Always put yourself and your happiness
first.
21. Always have your own set of friends
separate from his.
22. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats
you. If something bothers you, speak up.
23. If he doesn't call, he just isn't that
interested.
24. Be honest and upfront.
25. Know when to cut the cord, don't be strung
along.
26. Don't fall for the "I'm confused role".
Remove yourself from the situation to let him figure
things out (but don't wait for him, move on).
27. If you want to have a clue as to how he will
treat you, watch how he treats the WOMEN in
his family (not just mom).
28. There's more than physical abuse, there's
emotional and mental abuse. If he causes
any of them...flee.
29. You cannot change a man's behaviors.
Change comes from within.
30. Don't let him place rules on you that he is
not willing to follow himself -- double-standard.
31. Don't EVER make him feel he is more
important than you are...even if he has more
education or in a better job.
32. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is
a man, nothing more nothing less.
33. Demand respect and if he can't give it, he
can't have you!
34. Don't compete with other woman, but be
aware that men are attracted to what they see.
35. If you think he is cheating, he probably is.
Confront him right away and if you feel he's
lying, let him go.
36. Actions speak louder than words.
37. Never let a man define who you are.
38. Never rely on a man for compliments,
look to yourself for that.
39. Never borrow someone else's man.
40. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
41. Just because he says he loves you,
doesn't mean that he won't hurt you and it doesn't
mean that you are meant to be with him.
42. To use painful hard-won wisdom -- 'get it
right' the next time.
43. Know that you deserve to be the number
one person in the life of the #1person in your life.
44. Love is a verb ...
45. Learn to give up your lifelong task of
trying to make someone unavailable-available,
someone ungiving-giving, and someone unloving-
loving.
46. A man will only treat you the way you
ALLOW him to treat you.
47. All men are NOT dogs.
48. You should not be the one doing all the
bending...compromise is a two way street.
49. If you don't love self...you can't love
anyone else.
50. You cannot mend someone else's broken
heart.
51. You need time to heal between
relationships...there is nothing cute about
baggage...deal with your issues before
pursuing a new relationship.
52. You should never look for someone to
COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of
two WHOLE individuals...look for someone
complementary...not supplementary.
53. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out
to be Mr. Right.
54. NEVER give more in a relationship than
you are getting out of it.
55. Never become your man's "therapist".
56. When actions and words conflict, believe
the actions. Respond to the actions.
57. A real healthy relationship requires two
people. One person can end it - but it takes
two to make it work.
58. Don't fall for the "I'm not the loving
type"...when a man loves you there is nothing in
this world
(within reason) that he wouldn't do for you.
59. Make him miss you sometimes...when a
man always know where you are,
and you're always readily available to him he
takes it for granted.
60. Give him his space...let him go out with
his boys, don't pressure him to spend time with
you, You cant force a man to hang out with
you.
61. If you wouldn't allow your daughter to be
with him you shouldn't.
62. Never let a man know everything. He will
use it against you later.
63. Never move into his mother's house.
64. Provide financially for yourself and don't
depend on anyone.
65. Never co-sign for a man.
66. Never believe you have the perfect guy
and he is so innocent.
67. Never spoil your man; let him spoil you.
68. Never let a man mess up your credit.
69. When it's time to let go; let go.
70. Good men should be treated like good
men.
71. Don't play games.
72. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't
give you everything that you need.
73. Keep him in your radar but get to know
others.
74. Compatibility in terms of educational
attainment, values, beliefs, personal and
career goals, and socioeconomic status, are
important.
75. Never date a guy who wears colored
contacts.
Friday, June 17, 2005
enjoy!!!
ENJOY!!!
This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy!
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.
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2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
=============
3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
=============
4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
=============
5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
=============
6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!
=============
7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.
=============
8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.
=============
9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.
=============
10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.
=============
This message has been sent to you for good luck in sex. The original is in a room in the basement of the Dwight House Pub. It has been sent around the world nine times. Now sex has been sent to you. The "Hot Sex Fairy" will visit you within four days of receiving this message, provided you, in turn, send it on.
If you don't, then you will never receive good sex again for the rest of your life. You will eventually become celibate, and your genitals will rot and fall off. This is no joke! Send copies to people you think need sex (who doesn't?). Don't send money, as the fate of your genitals has no price.
Do not keep this message. This message must leave your e-mail in 96 hours. Please send ten copies and see what happens in four days.
Since the copy must tour the world, you must send it. This is true, even if you are not superstitious.
This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy!
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.
=============
2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
=============
3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
=============
4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
=============
5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
=============
6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!
=============
7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.
=============
8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.
=============
9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.
=============
10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.
=============
This message has been sent to you for good luck in sex. The original is in a room in the basement of the Dwight House Pub. It has been sent around the world nine times. Now sex has been sent to you. The "Hot Sex Fairy" will visit you within four days of receiving this message, provided you, in turn, send it on.
If you don't, then you will never receive good sex again for the rest of your life. You will eventually become celibate, and your genitals will rot and fall off. This is no joke! Send copies to people you think need sex (who doesn't?). Don't send money, as the fate of your genitals has no price.
Do not keep this message. This message must leave your e-mail in 96 hours. Please send ten copies and see what happens in four days.
Since the copy must tour the world, you must send it. This is true, even if you are not superstitious.
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
cross i have to bear
< A young man was at the end of his rope, seeing no way out, he
dropped
to his knees in prayer "Lord, I can't go on," he said.
"I have too heavy a cross to bear."
The Lord replied, "My son, if you can't bear its weight,
just place your cross inside this room. Then, open that
other door and pick out any cross you wish."
The man was filled with relief and said,
"Thank you Lord," and he did as he was told.
Upon entering the other room, he saw many crosses;
some so large the tops were not visible. Then,
he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall.
"I'd like that one, Lord," he whispered.
The Lord replied, "My son, that is the cross you just brought
in."
When life's problems seem overwhelming, it helps to look around
and see what other people are coping with. You may consider
yourself far more fortunate than you imagined.
YOUR CROSS
Whatever your cross
Whatever your pain
There will always be sunshine
After the rain
Perhaps you may stumble
Perhaps even fall
But God's always there
To help you through it all.
May God give you the strength and courage to pass
this along to everyone on your email buddy list...
dropped
to his knees in prayer "Lord, I can't go on," he said.
"I have too heavy a cross to bear."
The Lord replied, "My son, if you can't bear its weight,
just place your cross inside this room. Then, open that
other door and pick out any cross you wish."
The man was filled with relief and said,
"Thank you Lord," and he did as he was told.
Upon entering the other room, he saw many crosses;
some so large the tops were not visible. Then,
he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall.
"I'd like that one, Lord," he whispered.
The Lord replied, "My son, that is the cross you just brought
in."
When life's problems seem overwhelming, it helps to look around
and see what other people are coping with. You may consider
yourself far more fortunate than you imagined.
YOUR CROSS
Whatever your cross
Whatever your pain
There will always be sunshine
After the rain
Perhaps you may stumble
Perhaps even fall
But God's always there
To help you through it all.
May God give you the strength and courage to pass
this along to everyone on your email buddy list...
Monday, February 28, 2005
A Letter To the One that God has Prepared For Me
I am wondering at this very minute if you are
thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering
what is taking us so long to find each other. Many
times I thought I finally found you only to be
disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I
get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.
I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be
as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or
is it possible that I have known you all my life but
we have yet to realize that we are meant for each
other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you
are the only one who has the answers to all my
questions.
Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really
known "love". I do not have the answer to that
question either but I believe that, more often than not,
we will never really know what love is until we
find that right person.... and since I have not found
you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is!
You just don't know how often I dream of finally
knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this
very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep
me off my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by
your smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you
manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways!
I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God
will help me recognize you when the right time comes.
I think of all the pain that I have gone through
in the past and of how much I have cried since the
day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that
I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the
beautiful life ahead of me --- the life I shall spend
with you. In my mind and in my heart I know that
you are worth all that pain and sacrifice.
After all, the tears have become a part of my
life and I believe that they are slowly washing away
my flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect
in its truest sense, but perfect --- for YOU! I wonder
if you've gone through so much pain as well. I wonder
if you've been hurt so many times along the journey.
But my dearest one, please don't ever give up
because I am right here... patiently waiting for
you! I assure you that when we finally find each other
I would slowly heal those wounds by my love.
At night, I would look out my window and stare
at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are
also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a
silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens
above thinking that in time they would reach you. And
when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and
believe that you are on your way and that you are
longing to see me as well. It is funny but when I finally fall
asleep, it is still you that I think of, for you are
always in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that is
the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to
tell you how much I love you. In my dreams you
would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of
love.
And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up
and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon
enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and
once again I am assured that you are worth the wait.
And when that time comes, everything will fall into its
place, just as I had imagined, just as I had
thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be!
By then, I would simply look back and smile at all
that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and
amidst the simple joys of life --- and I would be very
thankful because they all led me to you!
In the meantime, take care of yourself for me.
Hold on to our dream and don't even think of letting go.
Believe in your heart that we will find each other
no matter what happens. God has planned the
course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don't
worry, don't be afraid about getting lost, God saw to
it that all the roads, no matter which one you
choose to follow, lead to me .
I am wondering at this very minute if you are
thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering
what is taking us so long to find each other. Many
times I thought I finally found you only to be
disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I
get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.
I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be
as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or
is it possible that I have known you all my life but
we have yet to realize that we are meant for each
other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you
are the only one who has the answers to all my
questions.
Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really
known "love". I do not have the answer to that
question either but I believe that, more often than not,
we will never really know what love is until we
find that right person.... and since I have not found
you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is!
You just don't know how often I dream of finally
knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this
very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep
me off my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by
your smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you
manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways!
I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God
will help me recognize you when the right time comes.
I think of all the pain that I have gone through
in the past and of how much I have cried since the
day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that
I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the
beautiful life ahead of me --- the life I shall spend
with you. In my mind and in my heart I know that
you are worth all that pain and sacrifice.
After all, the tears have become a part of my
life and I believe that they are slowly washing away
my flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect
in its truest sense, but perfect --- for YOU! I wonder
if you've gone through so much pain as well. I wonder
if you've been hurt so many times along the journey.
But my dearest one, please don't ever give up
because I am right here... patiently waiting for
you! I assure you that when we finally find each other
I would slowly heal those wounds by my love.
At night, I would look out my window and stare
at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are
also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a
silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens
above thinking that in time they would reach you. And
when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and
believe that you are on your way and that you are
longing to see me as well. It is funny but when I finally fall
asleep, it is still you that I think of, for you are
always in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that is
the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to
tell you how much I love you. In my dreams you
would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of
love.
And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up
and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon
enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and
once again I am assured that you are worth the wait.
And when that time comes, everything will fall into its
place, just as I had imagined, just as I had
thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be!
By then, I would simply look back and smile at all
that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and
amidst the simple joys of life --- and I would be very
thankful because they all led me to you!
In the meantime, take care of yourself for me.
Hold on to our dream and don't even think of letting go.
Believe in your heart that we will find each other
no matter what happens. God has planned the
course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don't
worry, don't be afraid about getting lost, God saw to
it that all the roads, no matter which one you
choose to follow, lead to me .
Are u his priority or not?
no matter how BUSY a guy's day is,
he will find a way to get a hold of
you by any means.
that is, if you're his priority.
if you think about it, a text,
phone call, or e-mail takes less than
5 minutes these days.
he will make time, no matter how
hectic his day is going.....
he will find a way to get a hold of
you by any means.
that is, if you're his priority.
if you think about it, a text,
phone call, or e-mail takes less than
5 minutes these days.
he will make time, no matter how
hectic his day is going.....
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
whats with the Valentine's?
Do u have a date on Valentine's Day?
I dont... and that makes me feel indifferent....
I hope there's more on Valentine's than hugs and kisses!!!
And the big question is do u really need to have a date on that day...
Well,,,,, if u do have a date, fine... but if you dont come and join me....
I HAVE THIS DAY FOR ME AND GOD!!!!
I dont... and that makes me feel indifferent....
I hope there's more on Valentine's than hugs and kisses!!!
And the big question is do u really need to have a date on that day...
Well,,,,, if u do have a date, fine... but if you dont come and join me....
I HAVE THIS DAY FOR ME AND GOD!!!!
Sunday, February 06, 2005
therefore, since we are surrendered by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders andt the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
- Hebrews 12:1-2
- Hebrews 12:1-2
just like that....
People come and go .... Some people stay and give meaning to our lives. Some just dropped by but leave an immeasurable scar on our hearts. When we meet people we would hope they could stay longer or permanently on our lives. We would do everything to please that someone. We tend to forget our priorities, our responsilibilities for that person... "Why not? He's my happiness..." This is what we often reply for all these foolishness... And time would fly..... still focused on loving him, pleasing him and doing everything for him. Not realizing you have already forgotten who you are... the person that you ought to be... You have made HIM your world that it already revolves in him. You have forgotten the real world that you are in and the people who live with you. And most importantly, you have forgotten to love yourself....
The world suddenly turns to gray and the ship has sailed... he changed. You thought he wouldnt but he did! You still try to win him over... trying everything to prove that you love him more than you life.But reality bites, he has to go... "what more is there in this life without him in my life?" Damn life! Put to waste!! And I' m wasted!!!
The sad part after this very excruciating experience is where to start... After leaving evrything and putting things aside. You have no one, all of them are gone. Who can u turn to? Being the victim you try to seek revenge. Not knowing that it will not do anything good for you. And will only add insult to injury....
Hard times... Painful times....Hope they will not come any more...and leave me just like that!.
The world suddenly turns to gray and the ship has sailed... he changed. You thought he wouldnt but he did! You still try to win him over... trying everything to prove that you love him more than you life.But reality bites, he has to go... "what more is there in this life without him in my life?" Damn life! Put to waste!! And I' m wasted!!!
The sad part after this very excruciating experience is where to start... After leaving evrything and putting things aside. You have no one, all of them are gone. Who can u turn to? Being the victim you try to seek revenge. Not knowing that it will not do anything good for you. And will only add insult to injury....
Hard times... Painful times....Hope they will not come any more...and leave me just like that!.
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