A Reunion

If you would be checking on my older posts, I had an entry about friends I have met when I was still working in CVG Alabang. It was January of last year when I resigned from that company, but I didnt resign because I dont like the company. I just want to have a change. And I dont regret ever leaving that company, aheheheh!!!

Anyway, what is good about CVG is the friendship I have established with some of people I have worked with. We initially never had that sudden "click". But since we are the outgoing type of persons, we ended going out one time and then one after the other and then the rest is history. These friends that I'm mentioning are EJ and Danie.

Going on, we recently had this reunion. EJ, who is now working in CVG Cebu has made an effort to visit us here in the Metro. Great, isnt it? We really wanted to have more time with him but since it was just a short stint, he had to divide his time for all of his friends.

With this being said, we ended up meeting on his second stay here, March 14. Suprisingly, Danie, who just arrived from a Cebu- Bohol tour also found a way to meet up with us and have party. Nice! She was with her boyfriend,Edward, who by the way, has a good socializing skills.

In Malate, we got the chance to meet EJ's friend who also works in CVG Cebu (Ryan). And this friend of his also had tagged 2 more friends (Jim and Ken). So what do we have there? FUN!!

Check out the pictures we took:


The entire group at Silya

All out smile

EJ, Edward, Danie, Ryan and me

With Jim

With Ken

We went home around 5am that day. It was so fun and though there were some people that we just met there, we never felt any type of awkwardness. It was as if we have been friends for a long time. I have to commend Ryan, Jim and Ken for being such a good company. I hope there will be next time.

And before I forget, today is Danie's birthday!!!! Happy birthday girl!!! I hope you will be successful and hope to see you walk in the aisle with me as one of your bridesmaid, ahehehe!!!

Weeklong Countdown

After posting the countdown at the start of this month, now I'm down to a week of countdown. I have been eagerly waiting for the end of March. Why? Because of the good things that will happen to me... Because of this person who would make a big change in me...

In just 7 days...

Your eyes would meet mine
Understand meaning just by looking
glances would be familiar
and happiness would glisten in our eyes.

smiles would radiate through our lips
sending signals of comfort and gladness
touch would send signals through our hearts and minds
with real intentions revealed.

time is of the essence
no second to spare
dont want to miss any chance
of your love and your presence.

talks would be endless
sleep would be insufficient
but we would care less
as long as we have each other.


I'm just overwhelmed how you try to prove me your love. You are so deep. Like a reservoir of passion. Fill me with this love. May this love be the love that would make me complete.

You are my now. My present. A part of my existence. Hold on to me. I will be yours as long as you need me....

Luau Saturday

Funny...

This was actually my mom's counsin's birthday. They came up with this Luau Party for her 60th birthday party. And it was nice seeing people with dressed up in Hawaiian shirts and skirts with matching Leis.

I never really had a clue about her because we are not really close to some of our relatives. One reason was because of the distance from their place to ours. Next is probably because my mom hasnt really put too much emphasis on their relationship. There were some relatives there as well whom I havent seen for quite some time and this party served as a reunion. But then since we were late and we left early, we didnt have the chance to have a picture taken with the birthday celebrant. So what we did was just take pictures while we were there.




At the party with my son


At the party with my niece, Alych


Pogi Asejia


Mom and Dad


Alych, Asejia, Mommy and Dad

Cool isnt it?

Random Thoughts...

- Just had footspa today with pedicure, wonder why I didnt have manicure as well.

- I love sleeping during rest days, why can't I sleep now?

- I have to trim down more, God take away the cravings!

- Why haven't I thought of goin to the gym? Urgh! Additional expenses!!

- I had skin peeling on the first week of March, my son has been waiting for the spots to disappear. I have to tell him, "its does not disappear like magic baby".

- Why did I prioritize fixing my teeth when my face needs major overhauling?

- Until when will I be working in this industry? Dont I really have any other choice?

- From Puerto Princessa to Cebu to Boracay. Who would have thought this will happen to me?

- What if we click??? What if we dont???

- I dont have a swimsuit and flipflops yet! Geez... this is what you call Summer last-minute-shopping.

- Now I believe that when one a door closes, a window opens. (Will write an entry about this once everything is "good").

- Hazel is on her 6th month of pregnancy. She will be gone again... Pity me!

- When will I have another baby? My ovaries are complaining already, I dont make use of them... ahahah!!

- I got my student driver's license back in December but until now, I dont know how to drive yet!

- I even dreamed last night about this. Me, TL and Hazel (still pregnant, mind u!) I was driving TL's car (which is very far from reality). Hazel drove first actually and I just replaced her. She was a bad driver as well. And even if Khenzo was all bruised and dented, we were all laughing because of the experience.

- I am waiting patiently for him... *dreaming* God!!! I just realize... 9 days more!!!

- I am happy and I deserve it!:-)

Missing You

I love it when you say you miss me
cuz I know it means that I am in your thoughts
May it be in fragments or just a moment
It means so much for the longing heart in me...

I am not good in deciphering codes
I can also be clueless until given the hint
But I can never ignore a great man's heart
To make me feel loved in every part of me...

Your ways are just amazing
Your words keep me in awe
Your voice make me not only miss you more
But cries for the warmth of your touch.

Hope it will not end here

and I hope that what would bind us is not what we say...

......... But what we feel.

What You Have Done...

Somewhere between your hi's and hello's
a connection has been made
no science could ever explain
but only the heart can comprehend.

It is not by ordinary routine
nor by erratic chance
when you would find someone
who will linger forever in your thoughts
but some wont stay to cause you good
neither to complete your missing puzzle.

Words arent just made to express your feelings
sincerity should emerge from your lines
for delicate hearts reading these
would fall into your pit of endearment.

Thoughts, how simple may it seem
would always be enough for a crying heart.
no need to exaggerate, no need to put too much metaphors.
mean it dear... mean your every word...

I am here
whether you're awake or asleep
you will always feel my touch
in every corner of your heart
and i want you to feel this longing
that only you only fulfill.

To You... Yes, You!!!!

In just a few days from now, I will be seeing you
We will meet each other face to face
I will see that you are for real
And I will see your soul in those eyes

This will be a proof of our friendship.
After the years on constant hi's and hello's
Finally your presence will make a difference
And will prove more of what you are and what we could be.

This would be the first time
And first time is hard
This can make or break us
But I know we can work it out

Hope this would be a start of something wonderful
We both may not know what road is ahead of us
But I keep my fingers crossed
That we may share something forever.

To you, my special one
I can only say thank you
For your kindness, trust and generosity
Whatever your reason is for doing this
I can only be grateful... til the end.

Best Friends

When I went out last Friday to finish something, a friend of mine had to ask why I go out on my own. He had to ask where my best friend is and why didnt I ask her to go out with me since he knows that I dont have a boyfriend at the moment.

I suddenly felt lonely ... After realizing that it has been months since I have last seen them and that I miss their company.

Yeah, I have 2 bestfriends. And they dont know each other. (Para walang away at selosan)

The first I have is Vina, whom I have met when I was in High School. It started out when I joined their dance group - TOO YOUNG GUYZ. Corny pa un pangalan aheheh!!! I was not asked to join by the way, ahehehe... I just volunteered.:-)

The rest is history so to speak. But what is vivid in my memory is that, she has been with me althrough out the years in High School. I was also her match maker and her chaperon, aheheh... I set up their secret meetings and I would relay messages for them. She ended up marrying that guy :-).... but not for long :-(



With Vina and her partner Borgie last December 2008.

The second is Ana, whom I have met when I was in college. Our beginning is a bit different from what I had with Vina. Ana and I started with a fight, a fight I really didnt intend to happen. Her personality is just different with mine. But after that incident, we realized that we have something for each other.

She has seen me in my most trying times. She was with me when I got pregnant and when I was still trying to recover from the pain of my failed relationship with the dad of my kid. I have spent some time with her and her family more than my own family when I was in college. I lived in their place and we slept in one bed ...just like real sisters.



During my visit last year at her place after 7 years of no communication.

Sad to say, we have our own priorities now. Ana has 2 kids already and is living in Dasmariñas, Cavite. Vina on the other hand, has one daughter and has a partner and is living in Sta. Rosa Laguna. I can try to do the effort to meet up with them, but I have my own priorities as well. I dont have the time in my hands. Plus, I have a different schedule. Though Vina and I both work at night, our rest days are different.

I really miss their friendship and their company. They are the people who know me inside and out. With whom I can tell my innermost thoughts. With whom I can be my self regardless of the situation.

I dont know if I would still have another one in this life time. Hopefully I can find one who will stick with me throughout the rest of my life.

Countdown Starts Now!!!

Take me now....

Boracay




Palawan

My Greatest Fear

I was asked by a friend thru text what my greatest fear is. At that moment, I wasnt able to give out any answer because I was not in the mood to reply to the question. But the question rang thru my mind over and over again. It also made me thought what I really fear the most in my life.

At the age of 28, I envy my friends who at the late 20's of their age already has a family of their own and is managing their lives pretty well. Who has detached themselves to their parents and is already running their lives like they should. I also envy those single friends of mine who manages to keep up with life on their own without or less responbilities. They, who the problem is only to get by day by day. Who doesnt have other people to worry about but themselves.

It's not that I regret that I have a kid. A big NO! My son has been the most special gift I have. First because, I realized that I can bear a child, a healthy and normal child. Second is that, I found out that I wouldnt be having a sensitive pregnancy unlike other people who are advised by their physicians to stay in bed until the due date( which actually happened to my cousin's wife ). And lastly, I have proven that I can rear my kid according to the norm.

So what's my greatest fear then?

I actually have a few... and I know you would understand why.

I am afraid of getting old alone. Soon as my son wishes to marry his dream girl, I would be left on my own. Though my son has asked me several times if im willing to take care of his kid, I know there would be a lot of changes in our lives that we have to go through and making plans right now will be futile.

I am afraid of losing my loved ones. You would all agree with me on this. Not only my family but also those people whom I have shared my life with. It takes time for me to get over, thats a fact. How I wish my parents wont get old that fast...

I am afraid that I wont be able to fulfill what is expected from me. Whatever the case may be, may it be work related or with regard to family issues. This has happened to me a lot of times before and I know I need to make it up to them. I dont know how and when to start but I know it can be NOW.

Sometimes the more you fear of something, the more that it would be given to you just to challenge you or test your personality. Whatever is in store for me I would gladly welcome it and learn from the experience.

It's not too late... I know I still have the chance to make it up. I just hope I would always have the support from my friends and my family.

So there, I have shared mine. What's yours?